ijustcantbelievethis.

Becausekay.
There's this horsie at the barn that I've been working with, and I love him to death, and we'd been doing really, really well. I haven't been to the barn in three weeks, because of various inconvenient circumstances. In that time, another girl at the barn has been riding him. I asked her if he was good for her, and she proceeded to rave about how they worked so well together, how he was being sooooo goood for her, and how everyone said that /they/ should go to the show at the end of the month, and not him and me. And now she's gonna try to take all of the credit for getting him where he is, when she didn't touch him for the first three months he was here, and I was the only one riding him and getting him over jumps. So, I'm absofrickinglutely jealous/pissed/determined to kick ass at the show and not allow her to take credit for it. It just makes me sooo mad, and she's done this to me before, too. It sucks. She couldn't have dealt with him in the beginning, when he was launching over jumps like they were eight feet high, she'd have been right off, but she can sure as hell deal with him when he's nice and chilled out and used to everything, and I'm also sad, because I felt that I really clicked with this horse, and...ugh.

I'm going to stop now.
And I promise I'm not gonna be all tragic like this all of the itme, I just really had to get it out.